Are u depressed??
It seems everyone at one point of their lives have suffered through depression. There are many causes and reasons as to why tt will happen. But it all boils down to stress and pressure one CANNOT take. At many times, it's many things happening at once. You can't take all tt shit at one go.. but shit... it's all charging at u at one go. Tt's life. what are u gonna do about tt? Well, deal with it.
Often when one is faced with shit in life, one has a few options. In some cases one has only ONE choice. In my perspective, they all usually HAVE options. They juz block out those they don't like. Because if they don't like it.. it's not an option. But the only option u like is too far fetched and most likely to drive pple around u crazy... or send them laughing at ur stupidity. Because it's the easy way out..... to nothing. My mum once told me this, "there are no shortcuts in life. stop looking for the easy way out. learn how to walk before u run. coz if u never walked how can u ever run without falling?" My mum is a wise woman.... like a fortune teller. Whatever she tells me will happen... for sure. Like my first N level papers.. my mum said "you're gonna fail. only your english will pass". The nxt day when I went to get my results... I wasn't shocked to find out she was right. I got e8,f9 for everything.. except for my english. See? She's good.
I've met a few pple who tell me their bullshit about why they're depressed. It's not tt I don't have a heart. I juz think these pple brought whatever they're going through upon themselves. Then juz conveniently blame it on somebody else. For instance, you're with this guy. He is ultra nice, you are ultra happy. Then suddenly he becomes ultra mean and tt makes u ultra mad. As time goes by you realise.. tt's him and u can't change him. So u swallow and u give in. Everytime he demands a ridiculous request you give it to him. Hoping one day... he will change. The day finally came.. he changed... he had a change of heart. He breaks up with you and u fall into depression. I understand tt kinda pain sista. But I don't understand why a year lata you're still depressed about the same shit? And it didn't get any better.. juz got worse. Why? You had a choice to end it with him after so many months of torture he put u through. You apparently thought God would make u a saint after putting up with his nonsense. But in the end, he dumped u and you're still mortal. Let's put it this way... u got no more business in his shit anymore. You guys are not married so going seperate ways is probably juz an sms away. He alr dumped u... ur choice now is to stand up and find the nxt better guy. But it's tough... so u think crying, slashing and strongly medicating yourself is the easier way. I'm really sorry to say this.. but you're full of shit. I would give the nickname.. toilet bowl.
I hate it when my friends call me and say they can't take it anymore. They juz wanna die. Hey... it geddit too. I know how it feels to juz wanna die. But the good news is the pple who can call u to tell u tt... usually won't die. It ends up having u listening to them psycho babble for a few hrs. Finally they get tired after so much crying and talking they go to slp. The nxt day they wake up and cry again. Cycle goes on. Tt happened to me too! Ask my friends who listened to me psycho babble. Thankfully I managed to stand up again and my friends are not wearing hearing aid. Thanks again friends. =D
Okay this has nothing to do with today's topic I juz have to say this. Why do pple stir shit in your life because their's is full of shit? Alvin told me it's because misery loves company. And I think misery makes a nice person an ass. Serious. And why do some pple only call u because they need your help? In chinese.. I don't know if it's written this way but it's pronounced this way. 无事不登三宝殿. I think this is a totally wrong way of writing it. But my chinese has always been f9 at the most c6. Pple who know the correct way of writing it.. could u pls lemme know? HEHE. Thanks!
You know... I still have so much to say. But I have this problem with writing... I juz CANNOT phrase it out. But I can say it out. But after so much of talking to myself and typing what I said for this blog entry. I'm getting a little tired. Plus Alvin's look on his face makes me wanna sleep more. He's sleeping btw. And although I have a strong temptation to maple... I would go to slp coz I think I'm mapling too much. *Yawns* Hope I don't wake up too late. Tata!
Often when one is faced with shit in life, one has a few options. In some cases one has only ONE choice. In my perspective, they all usually HAVE options. They juz block out those they don't like. Because if they don't like it.. it's not an option. But the only option u like is too far fetched and most likely to drive pple around u crazy... or send them laughing at ur stupidity. Because it's the easy way out..... to nothing. My mum once told me this, "there are no shortcuts in life. stop looking for the easy way out. learn how to walk before u run. coz if u never walked how can u ever run without falling?" My mum is a wise woman.... like a fortune teller. Whatever she tells me will happen... for sure. Like my first N level papers.. my mum said "you're gonna fail. only your english will pass". The nxt day when I went to get my results... I wasn't shocked to find out she was right. I got e8,f9 for everything.. except for my english. See? She's good.
I've met a few pple who tell me their bullshit about why they're depressed. It's not tt I don't have a heart. I juz think these pple brought whatever they're going through upon themselves. Then juz conveniently blame it on somebody else. For instance, you're with this guy. He is ultra nice, you are ultra happy. Then suddenly he becomes ultra mean and tt makes u ultra mad. As time goes by you realise.. tt's him and u can't change him. So u swallow and u give in. Everytime he demands a ridiculous request you give it to him. Hoping one day... he will change. The day finally came.. he changed... he had a change of heart. He breaks up with you and u fall into depression. I understand tt kinda pain sista. But I don't understand why a year lata you're still depressed about the same shit? And it didn't get any better.. juz got worse. Why? You had a choice to end it with him after so many months of torture he put u through. You apparently thought God would make u a saint after putting up with his nonsense. But in the end, he dumped u and you're still mortal. Let's put it this way... u got no more business in his shit anymore. You guys are not married so going seperate ways is probably juz an sms away. He alr dumped u... ur choice now is to stand up and find the nxt better guy. But it's tough... so u think crying, slashing and strongly medicating yourself is the easier way. I'm really sorry to say this.. but you're full of shit. I would give the nickname.. toilet bowl.
I hate it when my friends call me and say they can't take it anymore. They juz wanna die. Hey... it geddit too. I know how it feels to juz wanna die. But the good news is the pple who can call u to tell u tt... usually won't die. It ends up having u listening to them psycho babble for a few hrs. Finally they get tired after so much crying and talking they go to slp. The nxt day they wake up and cry again. Cycle goes on. Tt happened to me too! Ask my friends who listened to me psycho babble. Thankfully I managed to stand up again and my friends are not wearing hearing aid. Thanks again friends. =D
Okay this has nothing to do with today's topic I juz have to say this. Why do pple stir shit in your life because their's is full of shit? Alvin told me it's because misery loves company. And I think misery makes a nice person an ass. Serious. And why do some pple only call u because they need your help? In chinese.. I don't know if it's written this way but it's pronounced this way. 无事不登三宝殿. I think this is a totally wrong way of writing it. But my chinese has always been f9 at the most c6. Pple who know the correct way of writing it.. could u pls lemme know? HEHE. Thanks!
You know... I still have so much to say. But I have this problem with writing... I juz CANNOT phrase it out. But I can say it out. But after so much of talking to myself and typing what I said for this blog entry. I'm getting a little tired. Plus Alvin's look on his face makes me wanna sleep more. He's sleeping btw. And although I have a strong temptation to maple... I would go to slp coz I think I'm mapling too much. *Yawns* Hope I don't wake up too late. Tata!
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