I'm going nuts
It's 5.20AM. I haven't slept at all.. not a wink. It's not tt I don't want to. I'm desperate to juz fall into deep slumber. But I can't. I'm suffering from insomnia... again. TMD.
I'm not in the least bit awake. In fact, I feel so giddy and drowsy. But when I lie down and try to sleep. I juz cannot do it for nuts. I try for hours and hours and hours. And I still can't knock out. I'm exhausted. My body is weak. My mind is wonked. I seriously need to sleep.
On lucky nights, I might fall asleep in about 2 hours time. But for no reason, I will automatically wake up in the middle of my sleep. And realise I only slept for abt an hour. It takes another hour for me to sleep. Then I'll wake up again. The cycle repeats itself. It's like a biological alarm clock.
I don't get enough sleep. I wake up early in the morning for no fuking reason. I try to go back to sleep, but I can't. But I'm still so tired. Not in the least bit refreshed.
eg. Alvin slept for 8hrs. I slept for 3. But I wake up first and fail to go back to sleep. Alvin on the other hand, is still in deep sleep.
I wish I could have tt kinda luxury. Unfortunately, I don't. In the day, I'll go about my daily routine feeling so fuking dizzy. I could be watching a show half way.. and suddenly I fall asleep on my chair. Or I would black out for a while. Everything in front of me disappears for a few seconds and come back. It's tt bad.
At least before I still manage to sleep in the day. Now, I can't sleep at all. I constantly feel tired. My body is probably about to collapse. I am slow and a lil retarded coz I'm not getting enough rest. I am seriously going nuts. Maybe I should see a doctor about it. I swear to God I was about to faint juz now. But I hung on and brought myself back to consciousness. Thinking back, maybe I shoulda juz fainted. At least by collapsing tt way, I could maybe get some rest. What the fuck am I thinking right? I'm so desperate. And seriously going crazy.
Help needed. MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF STRONG SLEEPING PILLS ON DEMAND. Please give them all to me.... URGH. I'm at my wits end. 要死了啦!! Alvin tries to stay awake with me. But tt poor thing has to wake up early for work the nxt day. How can I drag him down to the road of no sleep with me right? HOW LIDDAT?
I'm not in the least bit awake. In fact, I feel so giddy and drowsy. But when I lie down and try to sleep. I juz cannot do it for nuts. I try for hours and hours and hours. And I still can't knock out. I'm exhausted. My body is weak. My mind is wonked. I seriously need to sleep.
On lucky nights, I might fall asleep in about 2 hours time. But for no reason, I will automatically wake up in the middle of my sleep. And realise I only slept for abt an hour. It takes another hour for me to sleep. Then I'll wake up again. The cycle repeats itself. It's like a biological alarm clock.
I don't get enough sleep. I wake up early in the morning for no fuking reason. I try to go back to sleep, but I can't. But I'm still so tired. Not in the least bit refreshed.
eg. Alvin slept for 8hrs. I slept for 3. But I wake up first and fail to go back to sleep. Alvin on the other hand, is still in deep sleep.
I wish I could have tt kinda luxury. Unfortunately, I don't. In the day, I'll go about my daily routine feeling so fuking dizzy. I could be watching a show half way.. and suddenly I fall asleep on my chair. Or I would black out for a while. Everything in front of me disappears for a few seconds and come back. It's tt bad.
At least before I still manage to sleep in the day. Now, I can't sleep at all. I constantly feel tired. My body is probably about to collapse. I am slow and a lil retarded coz I'm not getting enough rest. I am seriously going nuts. Maybe I should see a doctor about it. I swear to God I was about to faint juz now. But I hung on and brought myself back to consciousness. Thinking back, maybe I shoulda juz fainted. At least by collapsing tt way, I could maybe get some rest. What the fuck am I thinking right? I'm so desperate. And seriously going crazy.
Help needed. MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF STRONG SLEEPING PILLS ON DEMAND. Please give them all to me.... URGH. I'm at my wits end. 要死了啦!! Alvin tries to stay awake with me. But tt poor thing has to wake up early for work the nxt day. How can I drag him down to the road of no sleep with me right? HOW LIDDAT?
posted by Natalie at 5:22 AM
1 Comments:
Tried & tested. Sadly.. it still didn't work. However, I am sleeping normally now. Thanks though!
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