Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I have a sleeping problem

While Alvin darling is now sleeping soundly on the bed, I am blogging... in a half conscious state of mind.

I Hereby announce tt I have amnesia.

I thought one stillnox would help me concus. Apparently not... it only caused me hallucinations. Then after a while... the medicine wore off. And I was awake... pop the second stillnox in. I'm hallucinating more... And while I'm blogging now... my eyes are half closed. Kinda feel like I'm fainting soon.... Why can't I sleep??? WHY?!?!

I NEED A STRONGER PRESCRIBTION FOR SLEEPING PILLS. PLEASE!

Time now: 5.56am
Now after a good 90 mins. I'm no longer hallucinating. Although when I walk, I still feel kinda light. Ya know how tt feels? Like you're not walking.. you're gliding. Something liddat.

Rewinding back to yesterday morning.. Alvin went to work. And I fell straight into slumber. 2 hours lata... I woke up. With an excruciating pain... the pain was almost unbearable. My gastritis was up... I couldn't move.. or walk or even lie down. It will only increase the pain. My head was alr spinning circles worst of all.. I felt nauseated. At tt point of time.. I really felt like I was dying. Serious... it was those kinda "rip my bones off piece by piece" pain. I juz couldn't help it but cry and call Alvin. Luckily it was close to lunch time... so he flew down by cab and brought me to see the doctor. So touched! Brought me home for some food... tucked me into bed and sneaked out to go back to work. Where to find a sweetheart like him? Cannot find alr.. I love you baby!

Finally it was night... I knew I couldn't sleep so I popped one sleeping pill to make it easier for me. It took one hour for me to sleep.. even with the sleeping pill. Finally after I fell asleep JH called... and woke me up frm my precious sleep. Tt's it... I cannot sleep again. So I slacked abit.. watch some tv with mum. Came back into my room.. popped my second pill of stillnox. With so much hope tt could juz concus and sleep. NOPE. I didn't concus... I had hallucinations. I slept on and off and on and off. Till now... I don't know if I did sleep at all. First was tt stupid phone call from JH. Next was Alvin's super loud surround sound. Even earplugs couldn't help. Sighs. My darling is really so tired. Damn you JH. I could've slept all the way lor! GRRRRR. Coz if you didn't call, I would've alr concussed. And in my concuss mode I am totally ignorant to everything else happening around me. Including snoring... Sighs.. I need to sleep. I need to sleep. I NEED TO SLEEP! Somebody... help me!

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