Sunday, September 17, 2006

Crap

See.. I juz realised.. tt this blog has existed for well over a year now. It's only a year.. and I'm alr deserting my dear bloggie. Sighs. Read this in chinese "3mins hot water". Come to think about it, I've never really completed anything I pursued. Even if I liked it.. I kinda only like it for a while. Then I get bored and sick of it.. and move on to the nxt new thing. Tt's probably the reason why I juz can't sit down and study. It's not even interesting. zzzz.

Now, me.. being a grown woman of 21 have a problem sleeping tonight. Because I can't sleep with the lights off. Yes. I'm afraid of the dark. Call me timid.. at least I have an excuse, I am female. XD *hides behind my gender* Anyway, the problem is the night light keeps flickering. And it's irritating! Since I on my night light so frequently.. I'm seriously considering changing the bulb to an energy saving one. Save some money in the long run for the one who pays the bill=mum.

Hey.. u guys know what? Elisa finally changed her boyfriend. No offence girl.. but whether this change is a good thing or not... remains to be seen. =p Call me paranoid.. or overprotective. You can't blame me for worrying for my baby sis. Whatever it is, the break with KC was way overdue. You shoulda done it a long time ago. The both of u are juz... not a fit. Period.

How am I? You could say I'm good or bad. Depends on how u look at it. Alvin's gonna bring me to watch Forbidden City on wednesday. XD I have such a great boyfriend la. I could've watched it sooner if 2 irritating pple didn't conveniently kept quiet about the fact tt they were watching it without me. Because they were afraid tt I would be angry. But in the end I found out on my own. Which made me angrier. And nobody bothered to apologise. Best part was they wouldn't have watched it for the second time if NOT FOR ME. URGH. I AM STILL ANGRY OKAY. HMPH. Good thing is.. I can now watch it with Alvin. Nxt.. me and me itchy butt caused myself to lose 500bucks. Plus me having zero income is causing my savings to go rapidly downhill. I don't know how long I can last. The good thing is.. I have Alvin to support me here and there. Repeat. I have such a great boyfriend la. So there. Things are fine... I'm still alive and kicking. Further more.. I dun think I am in tt bad of a financial plight. I dun indulge in massive amounts of alcohol. Neither do I go out regularly. Neither do I go for my usual shopping sprees anymore. SOBS. I dun see the need to shop anyway. I dun even dress up unless there's an occasion anymore. LOL. I'm so LAZY. Everything is GREAT so long as my hair looks great. hehe. All I spend on on a regular basis are my cigarettes. Which if I stay home.. would last for a long time. Since I'm too LAZY to go out to the balcony to smoke. Banning smoking in my room really helped cut down. I could maybe juz quit ya? LOL.

Okie dokie. Time to go sleep now. The bulb has stopped flickering. And I am yawning again. Gdnite peeps. *BearyHugs*

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