I is sick

After one week of being an owl.. I finally switched back. Yay Yay.. I am human again. But.. I fell sick. Guess it's coz I tried to be the hero and not sleep till night. zzz Of all days to fall sick... Alvin's dad juz came back frm China so he has to be home. My aunt is making pineapple tarts yum yum but I can't eat. zzz. My throat hurt so bad I can't talk... or swallow. Hurts to drink water... Well.. I'm better now. And now tt I'm better.. I'm contemplating if I should smoke. Keep seeing my ciggies laying there... Anyway juz last night I had this completely old thought of quitting smoking. Then today I wanna smoke ler. I am so funny... Juz a thought.. I've been smoking for a good decade. I don't exercise... I'm cramping up everywhere. I fall sick every now and then. I eat loads of junk food. I don't think I'll live over 60. Tt is so not good. Both my gramps did not live past 60. This is sad.. I should start doing something. Maybe I should start swimming again... join me anyone? And probably cut down on me smoking. frm 1 pack a day to 1 pack for 2 days. Tt sounds pretty good..

The sunrise is looking pretty damn good now.. haven't seen it for a very long time... It looks kinda purple. Hmm.. think I'm hallucinating. The weather is freakin cold lately.. anybody realised? I can't leave home without my jacket.. And they call me the polar bear. It's so weird. I shall try to slp again.. I've been sleeping since ytd afternoon.. waking up for meals and pills. I am such a pig!! Oh and btw.. the sky juz turned frm purple.. to pink. lolz.