Emo Natalie

These few days I've been feeling kinda.. weird. Small little things can set my rage or sorrow off. Or sometimes, my time machine explodes for no reason at all. I apologise to all my friends, family and especially Samuel. For getting really restless, whining about little stuff, throwing my "missy" tantrums and blaming it all on PMS. *grins*

The year is about to come to an end. Before I blog about new year resolutions, I shall give thanks.

To my mum for your unwavering support through the years, all the sacrifices you made and the love you give. Thanks for tolerating with my nonsense!

To my sister dearest. Thank you, for letting me boss you around all your life. And for always letting me have the bigger room. And also for juz being there. I swear to God I at times, wanna kill you. But I would kill for you.. anytime!

To Uncle Nick. Thank you for being so nice to my family although you really don't have to. For all the support, mentally, physically and financially you have gave us. You're just like a father to us!

To so many of my friends who were there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear and a pillar to lean on. These people you know who you are. You share both my sorrow and happiness. And I will do the same for you. When nobody understands, you were there to band-aid the wound for me. When I am too stubborn to listen to anyone, thank you for giving it to me straight in my face. Through good or bad times, you never fail to be around me and put a smile upon my face. Thank you!

Last but not least to Samuel. You were nothing I expected from my ideal other half. You're much much better. Thank you for sponging me when I was having fever. For running all my errands when I was hospitalised. For tolerating my whiny nonsense. For all the overnight stays despite the inconvenience. For making me fumingly mad at times! For braving all the obstacles we have to go through with me. Juz to be to with me. And juz... thank you for loving me.

To all the above mentioned, thank you all once again. I'm so lucky to have all of you with me. I love all of you so so much! *BIG-BEAR-HUG*

Merry Christmas

Okay, I know I'm a little late doing the christmas post. But it's only a day late. So, most pple I know are out partying crazy during christmas eve. Last christmas, I was telling myself "hey girl, you gotta get out and party next christmas!" But tt didn't happen. I also said "I'm so not going to my uncle's house nxt christmas". But tt didn't happen either. However, here's what happened. I had a great time. Enjoying christmas with my family, my loved ones. Exchanging presents tt were set nicely below the christmas tree full of decorations. Having a log cake and lotsa food. I also managed NOT TO work this christmas eve. Which is a GREAT thing coz last christmas while everyone was enjoying themselves. I was well... working. Which pretty much sucked. And.. I've finally got my first christmas kiss at the strike of 12. AWWW. It's scary how the year juz flew past me. Wait, tt statement should wait till New year's! So anyway, here's what I've got for christmas.



2 bags from my mummy, although I won't bring the one full of circles out. But it's really the thought tt counts right? A pair of velvet button earrings and a black spaghett frm Elisa. Thanks sis. A white belt, new bed sheets frm my family. A DKNY watch frm Samuel, which was the very first christmas present I got this year! And... my SE-W900i!!! From who else but my favourite uncle nick.

This christmas, didn't suck! Most christmas suck for me, I don't know why but they juz don't turn out well.

Thank you all for all the presents. I love them all! And all the sweet christmas sms's. Glad to know I'm remembered. Once again, a little late.. but Merry christmas to all! BIG GROUP HUG!

My hospital stay

Bam! Right after Richie's hospital stay, I was warded. It all started with the gruelling 2HR wait at the A&E. And when I finally saw the doctor, I asked her what are the possibilities. Here's what she said.

Doc: Well, it may be alot of things. Like appendix, kidney problems, food poisoning, gastritis flu. Pause for awhile. But if you're pregnant then it's a different issue.

Samuel outside the curtain: HUR!

Before she made tt statement, I alr assured her 456789465321 times tt I'm NOT pregnant. And she HAS TO mention the pregnant word over and over again. URGH.

First they say it was suspected appentix, so the hospital didn't allow me to eat or drink for like 12 HRS? I was warded at about 10pm but I haven't eaten since 12pm tt day. So imagine how hungry I was in the morning. And with tt needle thingy stuck in my hand, it was difficult to sleep. I had only one hand to do everything - my left hand. Juz so you guys know, I'm... right handed. Imagine, brushing teeth, squeezing toothpaste, taking off and putting on my clothes, eating and whatever with my left hand. The slightest move on my right hand will cause extreme hurt. And my stomachache wasn't helping.. at all. Luckily, I was in the company of HBO. Or I would've been bored to death. Oh, the surgeon actually said this before I went to sleep, "if your fever comes back anytime soon, we're gonna have to cut u up". Oh, what a reliever! Cut me up! His choice of words, not fun at all.

In the morning, all I could think about was food. Whenever a nurse walks pass I'd go "Hi miss, can I eat alr?" I know it's irritating. But please imagine this, I haven't ate or drank for 24HRS. I have a tube stuck inside my hand for drips and I didn't sleep well. I have to witness the aunty opposite me savouring her noodles while I starve. All the nurses could say was "I'm sorry you're gonna have to wait for the doctor". The doctor was supposed to come for their morning rounds frm 8-10pm. I would expect them to come like 8+. But they only came at like 9+. And after examining me with 4 doctors present. They finally said "Guess we could start u up with something". So the no food or drinks sign was taken away frm my bed. The nurse finally gave me food. Although it sucked, but it was food. I did feel a little nauseated after eating.. but at least I didn't puke. I think they drips worked! I could eat again..

I shall juz skip the rest of the day part coz it was mainly Samuel and I watching HBO and Samuel and I watching HBO. About evening time, I had visitors. First it was Elisa and KC. Then Marilyn walked in after 3 seconds. I went wah. Then Richie and Nickole followed after 3 seconds. I went WAH. Then I saw Chilli appear after 2 secs.. i was like WOAH! When nobody vists me.. nobody visits me. But when I have visitors, they come in a GROUP. Now comes the fucked up part. I'm feeling fine, my tummy stopped hurting. I had no more diarrhoea or puking. I'm eating normally... I wanna go home! But I still have to wait for doctor's orders. Their so called afternoon rounds were between the times 4pm-6pm. I waited and waited.... no doctor. They only came at like 7pm? And juz for one question - Can I go home alr? Finally when they arrived, the first thing the doctor said was "you look really good". Procedures followed, curtains closed, doctors examined me and asked me questions. Then gave me the green light to go home. I was sooo happy. First thing I did, was get the nurse to take out tt irritating tube in my hand. BTW, it caused a huge hideous blue-black on my hand. EEW. I had to wait 1hr for the doctor to write one lousy prescription. The nurse sent the prescription down to the pharmacy to get my pills. And by the time the pills reached me, it was 8.45pm. I happily headed down to the taxi stand when Samuel holding all my barangs when I received a call.

Nurse: Hello Miss Toh, Sorry to tell you tt the pharmacy mixed up your medicine with another patients.
Me: WHAT?!!
Nurse: Ya.. so sorry but we need you to come up to do an exchange. They put the medicines in the wrong plastic bags. Really sorry.

How can they mix up medicines? What if they were too late to notify me and I or the other innocent patient alr took the pills tt will lead to an allergy reaction? How are they ever gonna be responsible for tt? Tsk tsk. So we headed up to the ward again.. got the correct medicine. Tsk the nurse a little. Then got our cab.. and headed home.

I couldn't feel any better sleeping in my own bed. Ah.. home sweet home.

Houston, I'm down.

It's been a week... I realise I've been blogging less often these days. Not really sure what's the reason. But anyway, it was hell the past 7 days. I swear to god. First, I was down with extremely temperamental fever and stomach flu. Not to mention the back aches. Poor Samuel was sponging me all over with ice cold towels. For a person in such heat to tolerate the freezing cold is... let's juz say it was hell. But I did get better. I thought all was well, until the fever came back again the nxt night. Then the procedure repeated itself, although it wasn't tt bad. Just when things were started to take a turn for the better. I woke up with a temperature of 38++ DEGREES CELCIUS. I was shivering all over, my teeth were jittery and I couldn't walk properly. And all the toilet trips due to the diarrhoea wasn't making it all better. I had to wake Samuel up to bring me to the doctor. I got a jab.... and I slept.

Halfway through my sleep, I dreamt of Elisa. Then when I woke up, Sam told me Elisa did come home. I wasn't dreaming... coz I thought Elisa was supposed to be at the chalet. So yea.. I was that sick. But it's all better now!

And why am I blogging? Coz I can't sleep... it was mahjong last night. Sam and I attempted to sleep in the morning.. but we can't! So we decided to go running.. wait. I didn't run, he did. Guess his stamina kinda dropped... and now he's kinda sad. =( AWWW! No worries hunny, we'll practice more on ur stamina k! =p

We're gonna buy some tamiya model bikes to fix up. And I'm gonna get something to stitch! Yes.. tt's how we pass time. How nice? God.. I'm so gonna get my W900.. I don't care! I've so many pictures to show u guys.. but apparently I can't. The camera's at.. well... BEIJING! URGH!! Will update u guys soon.. I promise. Till then, let's hope I get better. Oh and btw, KING KONG the movie.. was GREAT!

I'm Back..

HI EVERYONE! It's been more than a week since my last entry. I hoped you guys missed me. I've been up to so many things lately. Finally had my clock, clothes hanger and curtain brackets drilled. But silly me, got my uncle to drill the curtain bracket at the wrong place. So my new curtains can't cover the whole window! Now gotta redrill. Sighs. 4 holes in my wall for NOTHING! I can't wait till I get the new curtains up. I can finally have a good DAY's sleep! Coz they're black and they block out the sunlight. WOO!

I've got so many pictures to show u guys. But I can't! First, my aunt is going to beijing.. so they borrowed my camera. AGAIN. And sam's cable can't seem to work on my com. "DEH" not a match. Yesterday, Sam wore his barker uniform to show me. HEE HEE. I've got a fetish for uniforms la! Can anot? =p Anyway, he looked really.. really... really.... boyish in his uniform. I'm sure he could still pass off as a school boy.

Oh, I've got good news. Jaime, my friend is finally found! Thankfully she read my blog with the HUGE HUGE HUGE notice. But here's the thing, I can't seem to get Cheryl. So after I found Jaime, Cheryl went missing. What the hell right!

Ok guys, enough of crapping around. Please read my IMPORTANT NOTICE below..

LOCAL FEMALE HUSKY NEEDS A HOME!
3 months puppy..
Alr had 2 jabs.. (you know all puppies need to have 3 jabs)
Bred by breeder
Free one year licence
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Interested parties please contact me at natalietotally@gmail.com for more details! For those who have my number... call me! Don't stupid stupid send me email when u have a more direct approach right! =p





Isn't she a cute girl! I would buy her if I could. So u guys spread the word ok!