Sometimes.. people can be so full of themselves I really cannot stand it. Someone should really put them in their place and ask them to look around them. Because the world is not all about them. You know how a conversation always ends up with them. Like when you say something and they will automatically say something else like "yaya, this happen to my brother's friend's mother's aunty before" no matter what it is.. they link it back to themselves. zzzzzzz. I hate pple like this. How do you hold up a proper conversation with such a person if all you talk about is yourself? omg.

I also don't like to talk to people who constantly interrupt you. tt can be super irritating too. I think I really have zero tolerance sometimes. It's not tt I think I'm superior, I juz think why comprimise juz to make another friend you don't like? I mean afterall, not everybody gets along. Tt's how the world works no? If not there will be world peace! Don't get me wrong, I'm all for world peace. But it's not like it will happen if I start making friends with pple I don't like.

I recently met someone who is both full of themselves and constantly interrupting other pple. And I don't know why.. whenever he speaks I juz wanna slap him left right up down. HAHA. Firstly, he makes no sense and is always so lame. And he such a girl! But oh well.. so long as he doesn't step on my tail, I'll stay away from his.

Big changes are happening lately. Especially the one at home. I don't know if I like it, but there's nothing I can do. Ultimately, choice is not in my hands. I guess Elisa will know what I'm talking about. I should really consider making this blog private! then I can really trash talk without caring if someone who shouldn't read this is reading it. hmmmm. but then again, what's the point of having a blog if it's private? I should juz say what I want! Freedom of speech! But to quote myself.. there is no such thing as freedom of speech. Wouldn't wanna get sued!

Alright.. gotta go prepare to go out! Assignments are almost done. 2 pages left to write and then consolidation and everthing's done. Man... I really need to step up next sem. can't afford not to! Ciaoz peeps!

moving at snail's speed

I think I'm in trouble. My assignments are moving at snail's speed and it's due very soon and exams are in one month. DIE! Really need to push it out and make sure I don't get distracted! I'm hoping I can finish the rest of my assignments by the end of next week if not latest by mid of following week. Or I swear I might not finish it. Serious. Or I will finish it but I will have to totally mug for exams. Next month I'm so gonna do my assignments as soon as I get the instructions coz there's this extra mediacorp module tt I have to take with extra assignments so if I delay like I did I will have to really hug Buddha's leg and pray for a miracle. literally.

Moving on to less intense subjects... Alvin bought me an itouch for our anniversary! wooo! Once again he managed to bring it into my house and put it on my table without me noticing and the whole time I was there. I opened the door for him and all tt. I really don't know how he does it. It was a real pleasant surprise though. Made my day. hee. Actually no la.. more like made my month. lol! I shall not say mushy stuff here to gross pple out but if I wanted to I would say really mushy stuff. =\\

Alright. back to assignments! I'm so not gonna sleep tonight. I have to finish at least one tonight! *pats my own back for encouragement*

stuck in a rut

I think I'm stuck in a rut. At least I feel like I am... The future seems so bleak.. you know how I should get all excited about my so called bright and long future ahead. I'm not really all tt excited. I'm not happy with where I am... It seems like I'm always taking 2 steps forward 3 steps back. Wonder when or how this happened. I need something to be excited about. Maybe feelings like these can pass on to another person. If so then I probably got it from another person. I don't know.

Before... I was almost always smiley and bubbly. Lately I'm more smiley in front of others. I think maybe I should start playing my piano again. I used to do it whenever I feel down. But I stopped playing it for so long my fingers feel retarded. And I'm pretty sure the piano needs some tuning. Or maybe I should totally revamp my life. Stop lazing around and start an exercise regime. Then again I wonder how long will tt last. After all.. I know myself... I'd probably faint before I finish jogging for 5 minutes. lol.

And the only person who can make me smile is also going through a lull period. Since we're both going through lull periods at the same time... it's kinda making things worse. lol. seriously.

Anyway... I had this thought. I should stop smoking. I mean I'm not very healthy as it is. Because of my stupid thyroid my immune system is weak. So I really should stop. Now I smoke about a pack every 2 days. So every 2 days I should put $10 aside. After calculations I should have $770 by 2010. And I can use tt money to buy my itouch! lol. Isn't tt a nice thought. Well.. juz a thought. Executing it is a whole other story. =D