Happy crampy Chinese New Year~

Yes.. it's tt time of the year again. Chinese New Year. Everyone is supposed to be happy... especially pple who can still collect angbaos. It never really hit me tt it's chinese new year alr... until I saw the closed coffee shop. And many pple waiting for cabs... Lucky for me... I have my uncle and dad to fetch me around. If not.... good luck to meself.. and Elisa. LOL.

Juz came back frm the temple... saw a lion dance performance. So poor thing.. 1st day still gotta prance around in the lion suit. Then again.. I heard the money is good. Hmmmmz. Oh well.. none of my business anyway. I'm juz sitting at home.. blogging. Well tt's one of the good things when u have a small family. Not many places to visit... but not many ang baos to collect either. In future it would be a good thing I guess... coz not many ang baos to give out too. heh heh. Today I saw my mum give my aunt a red packet. Looks so weird.... does tt mean in future when I get married and Elisa is still single.. I have to give her a red packet too?? My god.. I'm sure she'll be ecstatic. One more red packet to receive. lolz.

My fatness and cramps are really starting to get to me. My muscles are dead.. I need to revive them. I thought of going swimming again. Then I though.. what if... I cramp up in the pool.. and I can't move.. will I drown?? So dangerous... So today.. my mum thought me some basic stretching exercises. Juz less than 15 mins and I can feel a whole lot of tension going on with my muscles. When I tried to stretch more... my right hip area cramped. Leaving me weak on my knees and supporting myself with my shaky hands. I'm really like an old person... so weak... Juz a few days back.. I got off my bed in a bad posture. Tt triggered a huge cramp at my hemstrings which alr cramped up very bad the day before. Luckily I managed to skip my way to the door and get my cousin to help me get a chair. If not.. I would've collasped. The pain came as so much of a shock. So painful.. So sudden. My whole face turned white.. I lost my breath and my whole body turn hot. I really need to start on those stretching exercising before I become a slab of cholestrol. Hopefully by the end of March I won't be so weak anymore. Then I can proceed on to more vigorous exercises without worrying tt my muscles might cramp up all of a sudden. Although tt would lead to muscle aches. I hate those. Earlier this week.. I went to vivocity and shopped for 9 hours straight. Taking in between breaks for drinks and smokes... This was what happened after tt.

1. Left arm ache: due to carrying shopping bags.
2. Right shoulder and upper arm ache: due to carrying my bag.
3. Lower back ache: due to too much walking
4. Legs ache: also due to too much walking

I actually cramped up halfway when I was shopping in tangs. Xuan had to hold my hand and slowly walk me like I'm an old lady. This is so bad... And this year when pple send me cny greetings I seem to be getting best of health alot. My mum, aunt and sis all said tt best of health first before anything else. Seems like everyone knows how weak I'm getting. Haiz. I need to exercise!!

Okie do.. done whining about how my body is deteriorating. Happy Chinese New Year to all... Best of health and wealth. 恭喜恭喜!

I is sick

After one week of being an owl.. I finally switched back. Yay Yay.. I am human again. But.. I fell sick. Guess it's coz I tried to be the hero and not sleep till night. zzz Of all days to fall sick... Alvin's dad juz came back frm China so he has to be home. My aunt is making pineapple tarts yum yum but I can't eat. zzz. My throat hurt so bad I can't talk... or swallow. Hurts to drink water... Well.. I'm better now. And now tt I'm better.. I'm contemplating if I should smoke. Keep seeing my ciggies laying there... Anyway juz last night I had this completely old thought of quitting smoking. Then today I wanna smoke ler. I am so funny... Juz a thought.. I've been smoking for a good decade. I don't exercise... I'm cramping up everywhere. I fall sick every now and then. I eat loads of junk food. I don't think I'll live over 60. Tt is so not good. Both my gramps did not live past 60. This is sad.. I should start doing something. Maybe I should start swimming again... join me anyone? And probably cut down on me smoking. frm 1 pack a day to 1 pack for 2 days. Tt sounds pretty good..

The sunrise is looking pretty damn good now.. haven't seen it for a very long time... It looks kinda purple. Hmm.. think I'm hallucinating. The weather is freakin cold lately.. anybody realised? I can't leave home without my jacket.. And they call me the polar bear. It's so weird. I shall try to slp again.. I've been sleeping since ytd afternoon.. waking up for meals and pills. I am such a pig!! Oh and btw.. the sky juz turned frm purple.. to pink. lolz.