Realist VS Idealist

Realist: a person who accepts the world as it literally is and deals with it accordingly.

Idealist: someone guided more by ideals than by practical considerations.

Lately, the thought of the future has been giving me nightmares. It's no longer a matter of "Que sera sera". I admit, I screwed up as a daughter, as a student and as a girl. But what I've changed, I've been through pain, sorrow and humiliation. And tt, has made me the person I am now. I've finally decided to study hard and not get distracted anymore. But then I thought, what can I do with a GCE O Levels? I may be filled with working experience, I'm capable of handling different situations and I am definitely I.T literate. I could provide a very impressive resume, BUT I don't have that piece of paper. Which in Singapore, is considered something very rarely seen from people my age.

Different routes of the education system:
After my O Levels, I could either go to poly, JC or pursue a private 3 years crash course degree. Then I thought, "how how? what paper to take? so many to choose from!" See I'm already 20, like my mother always say "Not young already! Few months later you are considered an adult." Urgh. If I choose JC, I'd be like 27 after I get my degree frm any local uni. If I take poly, I'd be 24yr old diploma holder fresh from the oven. So then I decided, I have to take my degree. I'd rather be a 24yr old degree holder. I'm afraid.. very frightened of the future. Is this what my mother calls "the wake up call"? I wonder..

I was talking to Nanas today, thinking if I should pursue a degree which I have absolutely no interest in. But will be in demand in the market in future. Or should I pursue something which I have interest for but not in demand? Should I be the realist or the idealist? My ambition, to be a singer. Ha. Easier said than done. I can sing, I know it, my family knows it, my friends know it. But a career in singing will not only require expertise and skills. It also depends if lady luck will knock on ur door and the connections you have. What if I don't make it? I will be someone with no paper, no job and no money. 死路一条. I am interested in anything to do with music, be it editing, composing or engineering. It's a passion I'm born with.. Thank my mum for forcing me to learn the piano although I wanted to pick up the violin. I grew to love the instrument.

Say, I could go into audio engineering right?! But hell, I probably won't be able to provide the life I've always wanted my mummy to have. Or I could choose to get a degree in something like chemical engineering! Or accounting and finance? Good pay, boring job. I'd probably end up hating work. But then again, I would be able to give my mum what she has gave me. Right? And if I were to get married, have kids.. then my hubby dumps me for some pretty young thing. I'll be able to provide my kids with a better life right? Daddy, always says find a rich guy and marry. HAHA! Like men are dependable, mum wouldn't have left u, I won't have to give u my life savings. Urgh. But okay, I still love you daddy.. I do. Okay not all men are bad, still I've always believed in independence. Tt's what all my ex's hate about me, I do EVERYTHING on my own I don't need your help. Thanks, but no thanks. I would think it's a quality, coz then I won't have to trouble you to fix my broken lamp. (=

Alright, so back to topic. I'm still thinking abt what should I do. Pursue my interest or go with the flow? I'm confused, so much to think about, so many to choose from. If only I'd listened to my mum and not get angry at the whole wide world. I would already be graduating soon. Sighs, finish my O's then think about it? Guess I'm too... impatient. Okay, gotta go cook now. Super hungry. *hears stomach growl*

Give me a kit-kat

Heh.. I woke up at 6.00pm today.. I know I know.. I'm a pig. But I love pigs. So the stupid thing was, I had my pedicure appointment at 6.30. Imagine the rush! Sighs, paid for torture. Everytime I go for my pedi I know I'm in for some trouble. Coz my dearest Kareen (my pedicurist) loves cutting my in-grown nail. And it HURTS! Plus, she also loves buffing the soles of my feet. So ticklish. My god.. she said she's gonna get locks to lock my feet so I won't move or kick her. Oh well, I have to cut my in-growns or... it will hurt even more. After the pedicure, I decided to get Elisa to join me for dinner since dinner today... wasn't very tempting. I saw this nice denim mini skirt at pepper plus BUT they no longer have my size. Sad. In the end.. I still went to 77th street. I think the salesgirl loves me. Coz everytime I go in.. I buy ALOT. seriously ALOT.

I reached home and realised, Elisa & I have so many exact same pieces of clothes, accesories and bags. Except each of a different colour. Show u guys k! But before tt, Let me present to you, The royal box.


Looks grand doesn't it?


But... Look at this, the amount of medication I have. Sighs. I'm a sick sick girl, in a sick sick world.


My daily dosage...


SAD! Why am I so sick?!! =(


Okay finally, 3 sets of identical tees with different colours. Call me crazy? There are many more, but It'll spoil the 3x3 idea. =x


Same wristlets. Spot the odd one out? I juz got tt today! Nice right!


Same medicine containers. Told ya we're sick. I'm juz more sick. =x


Let me end this entry with Elisa's stupid face. Okok.. I admit. She looks cute la.

And Jaime! If you're reading this.. I still bought something for ya. =x Prepare to receive it all the way in Australia! Elle, your Tom Yam cup needles will be arriving soon too! And Quentin, ur tie too. I'm sorry I keep delaying. Okay.. gotta go! Still gotta drag myself to work tmr. I used to enjoy my work, but I dread it now. I'm not happy!! I need a change of environment.. or rather I juz need a break. Give me some kit-kat!

Growing up...

When I was young, I used to go to church. It all started with my primary school mate Jasmine. At tt point of time it was like an "in" thing. So i followed her.. and met a few new friends. Sandy, Isaac, Walter and Jeffrey. Times were so fun then. I've always anticipated for sunday coz it was church day. And I get to go to the arcade and have fun with my friends after tt. Hmm.. wonder if I really went to church to pray. Among the girls I was the obedient nerdy student. Hate smoking. But I was the first one to go astray and the first one who started smoking. Funny right?

Isaac told us a ghost story about this uncle called 七伯 (read in hokkien). Thereafter, we called with seven uncle. Jeffrey was the oldest among us. He said "aiya, don't have to use condom la! put plastic bag can already". So we called him plastic bag. And walter, since his name resembles water, we nick-named him 阿水 (read in hokkien too).

Didn't get to see the guys today, but Jasmine, Sandy & I met up for dinner @ newton. So much food!! But we didn't finish. We sat there for something like 2hrs.. I think. 3 pple came towards us to sell tissues. Haha. And finally we were chased away coz there are so many others waiting for seats. *Guilty* Seeing them today really made me feel we made it growing up. We turned out to be pretty decent pple. Jasmine still looks as babyish as ever. No change. Sandy somehow.. is under so much stress. You can see it from her face and the way she talks abt work. Gal, no matter what I'll always be behind ya!

We spent so much talking and catching up, I totally forgot abt taking pictures! But I still did anyway. haha.


Here's Sandy and Jasmine. Miss them lots!


Jasmine & me. After resizing the picture, my face looks distorted.


The 3 of us. Ain't it sweet? Yes, my face still looks distorted. I hate the resizing. Urgh. Ok, I realise Jasmine doesn't have a open mouth smile showing her teeth when she takes pictures.


Sandy & her guy for 3 & a half yrs. He looks really young. But I'm not gonna reveal his age. U guys guess?


Okay, I'm juz very angry tt I didn't take more pictures. So here's me in my lift. I realise my eyes look so small without eyeliner! But whatever, still as sweet right? =x

Ungrateful Schmuk

I'm so angry!! Pissed off okay.. pissed.. PISSED. This is guy at work.. okay I shall call him Banana. I've been trying to train Banana as an EQUAL although it was clearly explained to him tt he's the UNDERSTUDY. Tried as much we (me and my partner) could to help him in any way tt we can. Not only doesn't he appreciate it, he actually thinks we are not giving him a chance to perform. I gave him so many chances for him to perform freehand. But he simply doesn't understand what I mean. Or maybe he's defying my guidelines because of his MALE EGO. And said I was too harsh on him.. TOO HARSH ON HIM?? I admit, I am pretty demanding. It's not b'coz I want to, it's simply b'coz I HAVE TO. I'm hamburgered by the "people on top" and him. If he doesn't produce good results, it's my ass. And honestly, if I were him.. I'd be the one demanding with myself.. pushing my harder to move forward.

So here goes his speech yesterday, "anyway today's my last day. I already called XX to let him know. Coz I won't be having alot of chances to work regularly. And I need the money." Look, I understand.. but at least give us notice? Fine! I admit, I'm actually happy tt I don't have to tolerate him any longer. Not only me, many others are also like gleaming with joy to know tt he will not be around anymore. I would LOVE to let him have more work days.. so I could like REST. But like I said before, he can't make it.

Here's the irritating part. He.. plugged out my wires... and b'coz of the connection problems he caused I GOT SCOLDED. I was supposed to reach at 7.30.. and so I did before 7.30. I got scolded for being LATE?!!? What the FUCK was tt?? Boss venting anger on me b'coz of something I didn't do? Fuck tt. And when I called Banana to ask him what did he actually unplug, he refused to pick up. Why did I say refuse to pick up.. coz if he didn't see it. He could at least call me back. It's been more than 12hrs. There is not a single reply. Looks like he's happy seeing the situation being as screwed as it is. Let's see if he'll pick up when I call him to come collect his pay. Ha. Blardy money face.

All I did was try my best to help. If everyone is complaining about the same things about one person. Doesn't tt prove tt there is something very wrong with tt somebody? I don't feel good getting complaints too. Like as if I need the extra stress when there already is a huge weight on my shoulders. And when I specifically told him what is supposed to be done over and over again, he thinks I'm BEING HARSH on him. I'm not bragging tt I have more experience compared to him. Fact it, I AM more experienced and I definitely am shutting the gap off pple's mouth by keeping the customers smiling aren't I? And he got my partner scoldings coz customers are complaining. He can disagree with what my partner & I say, but can he disagree with pple out of the picture? The pple he caters his service to aka the pple who complains about him? So you think he can handle solo? Every person who has common sense will say N.O -no.

UNGRATEFUL, BRAINLESS, OVER-EGOISTIC, MALE CHAUVINISTIC PIG. He's not young anymore.. why this mentality? Hopefully he'll grow up soon. Pple like Banana are juz not worthy of my help. Tell me why do I have to face idiotic pple like tt? Urgh.

Moo day out!

It's been 3 days since I blogged! *yawns* I'm juz so tired, 9am in the morning.. blogging. What a life man! Okay.. I've still gotta go to work later on. First, lemme say this is gonna be a relatively long entry. If you love me, you'll read on. I know u love me!! Muacks! =x I'm so sad.. wanted to go to Wala's.. again. =p BUT, I realised I'm the only one eligible for entry. They're underaged... =((. So we made our way to C.A.N Cafe.. tt's our place man! My haven.. juz like pasir ris beach is Teresa's haven. It's so irritating la! We reached at about 8.30pm.. and we told the waitress we wanted to sit upstairs since downstairs is SO PACKED. She said upstairs is only open @ 9pm. Like.. what the hell? It's only 30 min difference. So being the nice pple tt we are.. we compromised and sat downstairs. Then another group of about 9 came in @ abt 8.45pm, & they let them upstairs! So.. since they can go up.. we can too! When we reached upstairs, we saw those fantastic red couches!! But the waitress said "tt table is reserved for 6pple". Irritated. We settled for something else, really erm.. put it this way. It was positioned in a way nobody can see each other. WHAT FOR RIGHT?? Then this group came in, the waitress asked us if we could move. We were under the impression tt they'll move us to the red seats but NO. They changed our seats to another position which made is worse for us to TALK. The most irritating part came.. 3 girls.. 3 FAT FAT FAT girls came up and sat on our red seats!!! It's for 6 right?!!! They are only 3 girls okay!! So moo said "I know why they can sit there. Coz their 3 asses = 6asses. Let their 3 fat ass sit there and the 3 chio ass have to sit here!!" So I said "Don't liddat say pple la.. it's not their fault tt they're fat." So Moo said "Okok.. not fat.. pleasantly plump". *Chokes on my coffee*. HAHAHA! Laugh my ass off. In the end, we insisted on changing seats.. and they finally changed us to somewhere else easier to see each other and make conversation. After we finished our drinks and food... tt SAM (Moo's bf) finally arrived frm his pet shop. Aiyo! Tt guy is so late.. we decided today is a special day. ALL of us took alcohol. If you know me well enough, u know it's juz plain hard to get me to drink. Or rather it's impossible. Elisa took a Hooch, Moo took a Bailey's, I got a Hoegarden white and Sam... got a Tiger beer. Talk about supporting local brands. La'studda was right.. Hoegarden's is good.. it is smooth. So anyway, Sam's beer took like 20min to arrive. And it tastes.. diluted. Except with foam. We kinda got bored in C.A.N decided to go for a game of snooker. Aiyo!! It is.. some ah beng snookerium.. but the equipments there are pretty good for an Ah-Beng place. After it all, we went to Bedok 85 for 肉脞面 and Sambal Stingray!! Slurp!! During the eating process, Elisa got.. erm Sick. Too full I think.. poor girl. Alright, I shall not elaborate on tt. Below are some pictures for your viewing pleasure!


Here's the 3 of us at Moo's home. Realised how my necklace GLITTERS!!


This pic was taken using Moo's K750i!! I want tt phone okay!


The real close up of me & moo...


I'm trying to tell myself "I'm not afraid of the big balloon.. it's only a star.. balloon.. won't burst.. hold it.. smile"


I'm at a loss for words. How am I gonna describe this picture?? Look at her expression!! Makes me laugh..


Moos and their amazing ability of making me LAUGH till I hold my stomach and roll on the floor.


And once again.... HAHAHAHAHAH!!!


Okay.. since everyone has stupid photos. I must be fair and post a stupid one of me. Moo says I look like a duck.. she even said "quack quack".


Black & White! Moo and Elisa at C.A.N Cafe.. aren't they juz so pretty!


Moo has this 古典美. Juz short of the 2 paus ChunLi hairstyle with a few flower hairpins. And a 旗袍. OMG! I can only imagine how tt looks...


This shows how much I love Moo can! @(#%^&*&^%$#!


I love this picture! My darling.. 灿烂的美!


Elisa loves this pic!! She kept saying "OMG SO NICE!" Moo's photography skills. GREAT.


Witness, sisters about to fight.. CAT FIGHT!!


Tada.. Samuel hitting the black ball! With a.. erm.. "shadowy" person behind him.


And tt my dears, is me playing my favourite game. Snooker! All thanks to YMCA tt I picked up this game.


Once again, ending this entry with the B-E-A-utiful 3 of us with our CHIO ASS-es!

Service Excellence?

Urgh! So angry! My new wardrobe door has this sliding problems since about 3 weeks ago. I tried fixing it myself but to no avail. So, I called the furniture guy to arrange pple to come up and check on it. It's not the first time, the last time they came they were changing my study table. Last week, exactly 7 days ago they told me those guys will be coming up to check on my wardrobe today. Usually they would call one day in advanced to fix the timing. But they didn't. I should've known something was wrong.

Then this morning after I woke up, I called my mum to ask if the furniture pple called her to fix a timing. She said no, they should call me instead. So I called the salesman again, poor him always have to listen to me nagging. Okay tt aside, he told me yes they'll be here today and they would call me shortly to arrange a time. Just about 1/2 an hour lata, I received a call. I thought "yay! finally can fix a time". Who knows this lady said "Hello Miss Natalie!! (very excited lor) one of my colleague is sick, the customer service one. So she didn't arrange a time for you, is it okay if I arrange a time for tomorrow?" I was like fuming! I called last week okay! 7 days not enough for you all to arrange a time is it? What kinda customer service is tt? So I said "She couldn't be sick for one whole week right? Even if she was, she should've arranged for someone to take over her work and make sure somebody settled all the calls she had to make right? So you're telling me I have to wait for 7 days. Specially arrange a day off to stay at home & wait for you guys to screw up?" Okay not like I was working, but the thing is how can they do that? No efficiency, lousy customer service!! I didn't exactly raise my voice, but it was obvious tt I'm not happy. Tt girl kept apologising and spoke to me nicely, so I simmered down and said "okay it's okay. Just help me arrange for tomorrow k? Thanks."

10 minutes later, some aunty called me. This is what she said: "Hello Miss Yu Peng (it's yue ting lor!), my men will go down tomorrow. Anyway, what's your problem huh? The door is it? Small problem, you cannot fix yourself meh?" What the FUCK was tt attitude for? And the choice of words? Bitch. Blood boil. Can't take it anymore. I shouted at her "Eh aunty, I spend $1000 over dollars to buy furniture from your company. Study table spoil, then wardrobe spoil. You think I very happy is it? Still have to wait for you all to come up fix, you think I have alot of time is it? Then your men come up drink my water, all free one is it? They drink finish already, cup they got wash meh? If don't have customers to buy furniture from your company you think they will earn? If they don't earn you think you can sit your fat ass on the chair and talk to me with your stupid attitude?" Before she could say anything, I interrupted "Don't talk so much okay, you can't even talk properly. Mid life crisis heard before? You got phone to answer very good already okay. Before I complain and you lose your job, you better apologise." She hung up. Hur! Singapore Service Exellence my ASS.

Natalie - The Shopaholic

Hello! Past few days were.. quite a mess. I probably won't be elaborating on tt. Especially when it comes to work. URGH. Saturday was great when I first woke up. Especially when u like the first thing u see after opening ur eyes. Oh.. tt's the only comforting thing about the whole day. The rest were like.. I'd rather not talk about it.

Sunday was fine.. I went to work in my shorts and specs, without make-up and without pay! Well, power struggle at work.. gotta help out. Politics sucks! It's not like I'm a Miss Usa wannabe. But I seriously wish for world peace. Like when will tt happen?

Last night, I bidded on a coach mini signature wallet on Ebay. It's original.. and so cheap! Only USD38. So I bidded for 39. Clock's ticking.. left 15 mins. Some idiot bid for 40. So clever me, waited till the last min. The clock was left with 90secs. I bidded for USD41. Then I kept refreshing, countdown. 56secs.. 49secs... 32secs... 20secs... 11secs... 3secs... and the item's mine! The suspense was killing me! The most exciting 60 seconds of my life! Can't wait till it arrives!


Show u guys the sneak peek of my new wallet! It's so pretty right? Say u agree.. I know u agree.

I only slept 3hrs today! Hopefully I can turn my body clock back. Supposed to celebrate Teresa's b'day today. But her girl wanted to spend time with her. So sweet right? I'm so happy for her. Expected today to be some other boring day... then Books Affair called me. "Hello Natalie, your cosmo is here". FINALLY!

So I waited for Elisa to come home and we went to Tampines to get my Cosmo. Tt was the plan, until I saw these 2 tops tt I really really like. I bought them. Then I passed by Osmose and remembered I gotta collect the shorts I ordered. Can u imagine?? I forgot tt I ordered a pair of shorts tt I've already paid for! Aiyo.. absent minded me. Then I juz can't help it.. I had to buy a bag. Then... I bought.. 2 Levi's Jeans. I actually wanted to make a trip to Wisma to get G-Star instead. But.. I'm just TOO impatient. I now have some 5 Levi's Jeans. I told the lady to get me size 25. And I almost said "95". HOW FAT IS TT? 95" Waist?? I can't imagine.. so funny.


Tada.. this is what I bought today. One bag, 2 tops and COSMO! I love the beads on tt halter, it will go very nice with my new bracelets. =x


This is the album I have to copy for work. I have like 3 more albums to go. Wish me luck!!


And.. It is this thick. Just to show u how much luck I need. The album.. is FULL btw.

My jeans are sent for alteration. Show u guys when I get them on thursday!! I'm such a shopaholic!

Bloopers

In a taxi..
A: Are we reaching town?
B: Yes.. soon.
A: Oh ya... we just passed by Gleneagles Hotel.
B: -.-"""

In the bedroom, doing the deed with a caucasian man
Girl: Yes baby faster!
Guy: Okay.. (pushes faster)
Girl: Oh.. 我的妈!
Guy: What?

In the pool... girl tries to jump out of the pool
Guy: Oh.. my.. GOD.. your swimsuit.
Girl: Yep, I juz got it last night. So expensive.
Guy: Right.. I'm sure it's not worth it.. coz it juz dropped off
Girl: Huh?
Guy: Look down pls

Mum trying to wake daughter up
Mum: Wake up wake up!!
Daughter: What? It's freaking Sunday...
Mum: Quick, you're late!!
Daughter: For what?!!!
Mum: Your flight!
daughter looks up at mum with an angry face...
Mum: Sorry.. thought you were ur sis

Guy calls 100...
Operator: Good evening, starry directory enquiry service this is ________ how may I assist you?
Guy: Yes, may I have the number for S.O.S Please?
Operator: Please hold on while I search for the number.
one minute passed...
Operator: Thank you for waiting sir. The number is 1800-***-****
Guy: Huh? S.O.S number toll free?
Operator: Yes the Samaritans of Singapore has always been toll free.
Guy: -.-"" I mean S.O.S the club

A fun friday.

On thursday night... I slept... 8hrs... without waking up! "congratulations and celebrations". So happy tt I could sleep... it made yesterday the most beautiful friday I've woken up to. And my hair was great.. it only needed a little blow. Perfume *spray spray* and I'm ready to go. Headed down to That Cd Shop at Pac plaza. Bought 3 cds, cost me $91. What can I say, French Music is worth it?? Hmm.. Oh well, at least listening to 8Cds did occupy my time while waiting for my date who was... can I say late? Traffic was a bummer. But since he's so cute.. I forgave him la. Okay La'studda don't kill me if you read this.

After he (finally) arrived, we went to Modesto's for dinner. I got my fav beef lagsane.. it was HUGE. I couldn't even finish half of it. But it's delicious.. slurp! The cranberry juice made me cough a little.. but I survived. Unlike my poor date, who was still suffering from quite a bad cough. After dinner, he took me to Wala Wala! It was... packed.. but lucky us got a seat! After waiting for 2 hours tt felt something like 2 days, the band finally came. Oh are they good or are they good. I'm not giving u a choice b'coz they are good. The view was blocked later on by crowds standing all around.. everywhere.. wherever there was a space. And our table was also filled with empty glasses tt didn't belong to us and rubbish tt we didn't throw. Still I enjoyed it, coz it was great! Especially the performance of Barenaked Ladies - One Week. Tt song is already fast, they managed to do it at a faster pace perfectly without any glitches! Oh and Mustang Sally was juz.. woo hoo! My first visit to wala's, definitely wasn't disappointing. I'm so going back! Bring me there.. anyone? =p

Day out with Teresa

I finally slept at erm.. 11am. 5 satisfying hours of sleep. How lucky. Woke up, prepped and went to meet Teresa for dinner. Supposed to go for movies, but cinderella man is not up yet. And there are no other good movies tt suits our timing. BULL!! So anyway, we went for Jack's place which is right beside Osim. I had to get Elisa to check if anyone is standing outside and run in. Okay, laugh at me.. I just didn't wanna face tt Osim guy again. What can I say? Black pepper steak's worth it. After tt I went to shop shop shop. Heez. Got a mini-skirt, 3 shorts and 1 top.


I bought pink, dirty green and black for tt pair of shorts!

After shopping, we headed down to FV (short for fishermen's village). As usual, I drank.. juice. Same old topics like guys.. guys.. guys.. work.. guys then something interesting. What am I gonna do for my 21st b'day? Club? Big big bungalow chalet? Teresa suggested dinner with some close friends. Then after dinner, we get only girls and girls only to Fullerton Hotel! Hire some male strippers, strap me to the chair and blindfold me while a hot hot hopefully half naked man give me a lapdance. So funny right?!!! I juz love tt girl, always makes me laugh. I juz can't imagine words like these coming out from... a pre-school teacher!!

Here's a joke Teresa told me today. You've probably heard it before, but I had to share!

"Men are like toilet-bowls. The good ones are all taken, the ones left behind are.. full of SHIT!"


This picture was actually taken last week. But it's the only one I have of Teresa. Isn't Miss Enriquez gorgeous?

Desperado..

I'm dead! I think I've got sleeping disorder called erm.... insomnia! I'm so freakin tired but I can't sleep! Help pls... I've already seen my sleeping pills doctor to get more sleeping pills. But I refrain frm taking them unless I absolutely need to. My appointment's late afternoon tomorrow so there's no hurry for me to go to sleep. But this is frustrating.. FRUSTRATING!!

I never had a problem going to sleep. Even after drinking litres of coffee. I used to be able to sleep 24hrs straight without waking up at all. I remember my mother thought I was dead. haha. And I have to sacrifice my love for late night coffee because if I drink coffee at night. Good luck falling asleep! I haven't slept for 20Hrs. And I desperately need some rest but.. my brain doesn't seem to wanna rest. And never once do I sleep through till morning these days. Usually I'll slp for 2-3 hrs then I'll wake up then I can't go back to sleep anymore. If I'm lucky, I get to sleep for 5 hours. But tt's all...

Doctor says it's due to excess amount of stress and I might need to speak to a shrink. Honestly, I can't imagine me lying down on a recliner for an hour just talking about myself. I'd go nuts or I'll pass out. If it were me in the past, and I was forced to do tt, I'll fall asleep on the recliner. What wouldn't I give to drink my coffee, take a puff then fall into a deep deep sleep.

And since I can't sleep now, I'll juz take advantage of the situation and drink as much coffee as possible. And when time is up, I'll juz pop a pill then go to bed and fall asleep with Buble. Heck.. tt's a very good and bad idea at the same time. Good b'coz I'll get to enjoy coffee and fall asleep later.. but with the help of sleeping pills. And they are not cheap okay! A strip of 10 pills cost me something like $45. Imagine if I take it on a regular basis, how much will I be spending? Plus I've still got my regular dental visits, the monthly check up for my thyroid and IF I see a shrink I'll be spending something like $800 a month on medical bills alone.

Sings: "I'm a sick sick girl in a sick sick world. It is a sick sick thing that I can't sleep..."

Oh and tt Nicholas called me again, stupid me saw unfamiliar number still pick up. His pronounciation really needs ALOT of brushing up. I gotta strain my ears and say "HUH?" about 5 times before I could make out what he's saying. He was asking me "saturday you free anot? It sounds like this "sa-er-tay u flee alog". Pls laugh now. I don't get it.. I'm not picking up ur calls, I don't reply your msgs. Don't u get the HINT?? Oh and girls at the gathering would probably remember he taking other girls number right after taking mine. Then all of us scolded him.. in a joking manner of course. Who said anyone of us actually meant it right?! Anyway, the other day he msged me this "I'm sorry I took other girl's number." Like what the FCUK. I don't care if you take the whole world of girl's number.. it's none of my business. But I would appreciate it if you stop irritating me you blardy pest.

Okay, I'll try once again to fall asleep.. and I swear to God if tt blardy sa-er-tay ever dares to call me when I'm asleep I'll blardy castrate him myself.

Horrid, Unpretty, Ugly.

Ugly, describing the interior of a person. How hypocritical can some people be. After commiting evil acts against another causing the person's emotions go down slide. Go to sleep, wake up the next morning and act like nothing has ever happened.

Politics: social relations involving authority or power
Authority: The power or right to give orders or make decisions

Why is authority so important to you? Is your life all about power, fame and money? I must say, that is one low life you've got there. To gain and achieve your so called goals. You used despicable methods, you stooped so low. Confusius said: "人之出，性本善". I guess you're just that oh so special one in a million big fucks exception aren't u? But then again, how can I blame you for not being born with morality? I should tear your eyes out right now, but how are you ever going to look at yourself in the morning?

Today I leave, with my conscience clear and I stand tall. Magnanimous enough to let you take credit for my efforts, my sleepless nights and all my hard work. At least I know, no matter what happens I have my friends who will stand by me and provide me with all the Kleenex I need. While you, will stay with a guilty conscience to haunt you for every single second of your pathetic life. Nonetheless, I wish you luck. Best of luck. Because if you fail, nobody and I mean not a single soul will even bother to say "that's too bad". In fact, I am very sure they will kick you.. especially when you're down. By then I will not laugh at you, because I'm not like you.

The Moo story

It's time for me to explain how the "moo" thing started.
Some grandmother story..

It started with 3 girls, Sheree, Jieying & Elisa.
The connections are as follows....



Jieying & Elisa got to know each other through Sheree about a few years back. And has since became buddies.

Jieying, being the lame nonsensical clown yet funny with a tickling effect person tt she is kept saying "MOOOhahahaha" when talking on the phone with Elisa. She must've repeated "MOOOhahahaha" like a million times. Elisa started to call Jieying Moo. They have been calling each other MOO eversince.

Being so used to calling each other Moo, Elisa refered to Jieying as Moo when talking to me or anyone about her.

Example one:
Natalie: Where are you going?
Elisa: Out with my moo.

Example two:
Elisa: Moo has this top! Omg it's so cute!
Mum: Moo? Who?
Elisa: Oh.. jieying.

At this point of time, neither me nor my mum has seen Jieying aka Moo in real life. But we are also calling her Moo. The first time I saw Jieying, I called her Moo too. But she can't call me Moo coz she calls Elisa Moo and it would be real confusing. So, she finally decided to call me Milk. Since cows, produce... MILK! Now both me and my sis calls her MOO! We are now, known as the moos.


Moo: A sound made by a cow or bull.
Moo: Thai for pork. (Not sure if it's true)


Moo's with their Mooday cakes.


Sometimes, I think they look more like sisters.



Ending this entry with the three of us saying MOObye!!!

With lots of love,
MOOhahaha!

Battle of the sisters!!!

No, no war, no battle.
Just an entry about the difference between me and Elisa!


I already tried my very best to edit the weirdness of the flash tt caused my eyes to look one black one white. And I also worked a little bit of magic on Elisa's face with my amateur editing skills. And I quote "Pictures are deceiving". For those who have seen the previous unedited version of this picture would know the difference!


Let's start with the bedrooms...


Elisa's bed elevated on top of some shelves.. so kiddy hor?
Why are you using my bedsheets? hmm...



My bed.. ooh. Looking at it makes me wanna sleep. Melandas
Home Concepts has some pretty good beds! The red thing on
top is my MOGU! I hug it to slp.. and I swing it around when I'm
bored. Sometimes it'll accidentally hit me in the eye.



Stuff on top of Elisa's bed. I think it's scary.. coz who knows
when it's gonna drop when u're sleeping?



Her study cum computer table.. MESSY!



My study cum computer table. Nice right? heh heh...



Her wardrobe. I figured I'd juz take the top part coz she
hung so many things at the bottom part. Makes it look
more messy..



I had to open my wardrobe so it doesn't look so plain.



One thing my sis doesn't have in her room.. Dressing table!
Well, she comes here so often to use it.. it has became ours.
Lol.



My most most favourite thing in my room. This tissue box.
Isn't it exquisite? B-e-a-uuutiful.



Her favourite thing in her room. The whiteboard. It mostly
contains her lousy artwork and all those "i love you, you love
me" about her and her bf.



Although this huge LOVE was given to her by her ex
with the big mouth. She still likes it... after all, it is cute!.



My darlings.. PIGLETS! I WANT MORE! Ppppplease??



Her darlings... Tigger. Only two.. but it's a good start.



Piglet and Tiggger are good friends!

Some things we both LOVE and can't live without.


The Vcds.. I have more in the wardrobe. =x



The HK Drama serials.



We are Cosmo Girls!



See tt? Half Naked Hunk!! He looks yummy!

Okay.. back to the comparison...


My swimwear.. No bikini! I'm too fat.



Her swimwear..



My favourite slips...



Her favourite slips... hmm.. so colourful



More of her swimwears... *ps* she looks sexy wearing
these!



Her favourite shoes..



And her blades... So good. I can't blade for nuts.



My favourite shoes... Nice RIGHT?!



My slippers...



Her slippers...



My feet...



Her feet...





That's all we have! Hope you enjoyed this entry!