something wrong...

Lately... I realise... I dun have new songs! I dunno what's on the top 10 charts.. I dunno what's hip.. I dunno what's new. All I've been listening to these days are 2 soprano singers. Charlotte Church... and Andrea Bocelli. Something wrong right??

And.. I'm starting to eat only 2 meals a day.. I dun feel hungry. I used to eat I think 6 meals a day. Full meals. Explains my weight gain I know.. Suddenly I only eat 2 meals.. Something wrong again..

With all the movies and serials I own... I realise I have nothing to rewatch. I have a scary amount of shows.. those who have been to my house will know. Which means.. I've rewatched everything I have recently.. I got so free anot? Something wrong with me...

I used to be uber uber uber uber excited when my b'day is coming.. My b'day is... well 3 days away. I'm not really excited. How? I'm only happy coz tt's one day I get to see all my buddies all together.. I think Alvin is more excited than me.. My mum says it's a sign of "oldness". How?? I'm only 22.. something wrong again...

Whatever.. 3days lata.. I'm gonna enjoy myself and be a very very happy girl cutting my cake. It's named Truffle. Sounds very much like a dog's name. And I think somebody is buying click for me.. And devil wears prada too. Great! 2 dvds I dun have to buy on my own.. muahahahaha.
I'm so bored!!! Quick... 8pm.. I wanna watch American Idol and laugh at the clowns who turn up and think they can sing!! I'm so mean.. then again.. it's called reality tv.

Dear Lucy....

The paragraph below in blue.. is written by a close friend of mine. See.. there are a few things I would like to say about her confessions. To protect her privacy. We shall call her Lucy.


Reason why I don't want to commit cause...

- I feel inferior.
Natalie: You are young.. beautiful.. and blessed with a "wholesome" figure. I'm not saying u're fat. U know what I mean. I don't have to spell it out! (ur *toot* is huge!) There's nothing to be inferior about. XD

- Knowing that I'm left with few bucks, I'd still wanna go out.
Natalie: There are ways to not overspend. Bring ur own water. Eat before u go out. Unless of coz u're going out to eat. hehe. Don't buy unnecessary things. Only buy things tt u need.

- I'm not a homely girl.
Natalie: Well.. neither am I. But I trained to do it.. U have a computer with internet access! The world is at juz a click away.

- I can't stand boredom, and staying home is the number one killer.
Natalie: Like what I juz said above... there are many things to do at home.

- No guy can stand me. I just irritates them.
Natalie: In actual fact... I do know men who can stand u. XD

- When I'm pissed, I do the opposition.
Natalie: Erm.. things tt u do in a fit on anger never helps the situation. Cool down then talk.

- I want them to coax me, but I shrug them away.
Natalie: This one.. you're asking for it. If u want them to coax u.. juz sit down shut up and let them coax!

- I hate it when they look at girls. Feel like digging their eyes out.
Natalie: Men.. will always be looking at pretty girls. So long as they're juz looking.. no harm what! Know tt u are the one they love! XD

- Quarrel starts when I'm having period. And that, men can't stand it.
Natalie: Yes.. I know.. PMS is the best excuse to use. hehehehe. If u can't control urself.. I suggest not meeting them. LOL!

- I hate men who don't apologise. And most men doesn't.
Natalie: I'd have to say.. u've met the wrong men then.

- I throw tantrum at them when things don't go my way.
Natalie: Don't be unreasonable. Sometimes.. u gotta let things go their way. The nxt time u want things to go ur way.. remind them how u comprimised the previous time round. Throwing tantrums are for children.. u're at most.. a teenager?

- I'm stubborn. No means no. Unless I change my mind.
Natalie: I admire ur boyfriends!! Luckily I'm juz ur friend. hehe.

- I expect full time attention and that, men can't do it.
Natalie: I'm sure they have other things to do as well. 100% attention is not a possible task. Try giving them ur 100% attention. It's impossible.. especially for u.

- I raise my hand when I lost control. And that, their pride can't take it down.
Natalie: Duh! Violence is not the answer. tsk tsk.

- I don't allow my bf to have lady friends. Even thou its a pui chai.
Natalie: Put it this way... he doesn't allow u to have male friends. How would u feel? Or.. ur friend's gf doesn't allow him to see u coz u're a female. How would u feel? Again.. don't be unreasonable!

- Its unbearable when they mention about their ex. I feel like stuffing cloth into their mouth.
Natalie: Yes Yes.. Still u know it's am EX. You're the NOW. What's past is past. Unless they're comparing.. then do stuff cloth and duct tape their mouth.

- I contradict myself.
Natalie: By this stage.. we all know it. XD

- Don't tell me don't know. It makes my blood boil.
Natalie: Sometimes.. we really don't know.

- Egoistic men is a nono to me.
Natalie: Everyone has ego.. it's how much?

- I have the shortest patience. Men can't take it.
Natalie: Geez.. u're so hard to please lar! How to find good bf? Hmm

- I become very possessive once I take the relationship serious.
Natalie: Then ur serious relationship will never last. Period.

After all is said and done.. do u understand my intentions lucy?? It's for ur own good... 让一步, 海阔天空. 退一步, 风平浪静. 看开一点! You'll realise u'll be a happier person. And if u're happy I'm happy! Muacks~~

Finance Management. I suck at it.

I was juz reading an article bout a bunch of pple in San Francisco who did not buy new things for a year. Except for the neccesities of coz. Like food, water... toilet paper! Thought it would be a new and interesting thing to try. Maybe not for a year.. maybe juz 2 months for a try. And here I thought it was really possible. Until subconsciously.. may I repeat subconsciously. I went online shopping. LOL. Gives myself a pat on the back and move on.

I is tight on cash. Yes. It's not surprising tt I am okay. Me is trying to be thrifty and kick the bad ol' habit of spending as and when I like. Dun remind me about the online shopping part. It was juz innocent window shopping. It's amazing how money flies. Make new IC=$60. Yes I finally changed my name.. legally. My new IC is sooo shiny. Can't stop looking at it. Register for driving.. theory alone=$20. Tt's $80. Buy new DVD=$110. YES~ I gave in to the devil. Part of allowance gone. Amount of money in bank dropped. Heart sinks with every little drop. School is starting soon... going out=spend money. PLUS the work frm home "lobang" I had went down the drain. Means no extra money. SIAN! Tell me y I shouldn't stay at home and rot? Yes I have no life. I haven't been to vivocity. I freakin didn't know where is St James powerstation. And I thought dragonfly was a LSB (la sup bar). =x I am starting to morph into this cute little mountain tortoise! Well.. at least I read the papers now. I only read Home and Life. It's a start. Plus point I already met 2 pple who didn't know about the recent Taiwan earthquake. Means I is not so mountain tortoise after all!

School starts in 2 days. Actually 3. New timetable this sem.. no sch on mondays. Long weekend. Me likey! Fits Alvin's schedule. Me likey even more. But what the heck is microeconomics?? Any experts in tt area? Wanna teach me a thing or two? Of coz it's frm the goodness of ur own heart. Me is not paying u. =pp

It's January. Means it's me birthday month. Yes dear friends. If you're wondering what to get me this year hor. Dun get anything k. Ang pau can ler! LOL Juz kidding. But if u do... I REALLY DON'T MIND~ *grins* CNY coming soon. YES! Exchange some mandarin oranges and auspicious sentences for cash in red packets. It's my FAVOURITE time of the year. For now. Coz I'm not married yet. And I get to RECEIVE the red packets. hehe. When I get married.. I'm going overseas during tt time of the year. LOL. Kidding again. Well maybe not. =x

Okie... crap over. It's freakin 3pm. And I'm gonna take a nap b4 going out to dinner. Aunty strike 4D thru number planted in golden egg. Me sms the number=free dinner. Woots. Love golden egg. =x